It seems every time I try to change myself, I build up my hopes only have to them collapse, and come crushing down on me - leaving me lower than where I was before.
I don't want to be who I am. I don't want to live this life anymore. I want change.
I want a real reason to smile. I want to go out in the world and be somebody. Somebody who isn't afraid to take chances, to live on the edge, to find love.
I want to start over.
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Prelude
This is some insight into my mind: my art, my inspiration, my ideas, and a few other scattered things.
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